Bubu

Is always hard for me to let go thingz… especially friendship… but I think I really needa make a choice for myself… heard so much bullshits these dayz made me feel piss off, mad, hurt n dissapointed…too tire to face those fake faces n lies… y not tell me face to face or whatever instead of talking bullshit/expressing feelingz behind someone’s back… dat’s not real friendz suppose to be like… yeah I m a really straight person, maybe not everyone can accept da way I m… it’s always 2 ways to choose… either take it or leave it!!! For the thingz I’ve done or said to those ppl… (those I treat as my real friendz be4) were from my heart cuz I do care… always worry n of course will get mad when I found dat those lies juz bullshitz!!!

Well 2 gals did upset me… honestly one is less hurt than another.. the serious one thou most friendz said she’s crazy n even said she’s mental problems.. I do try to listen n talk with her for these few years.. I want her to be good cuz I care… can’t believe what she’s said n her actions is getting soo much over these dayz n her lies juz created soo many troubles all da time! Well her bf gonna take it all but sorry not for me…chances has been given so many times.. as a friend.. y also pretend dis n lie about dat… no kidding me.. u r such a big jokes especially someone has to pretend trust u… shame shame shame!!! For another gal, thou I m mad.. at least she won’t lie dat much n I know somehow she’s very sensative n childish… I still want her to be good… but I dun wanna feel myself being soo annoying, keep moaning n moaning like her mom… sometimes I hate myself doing it but I can’t stop myself not to do so when I see same mistakes came up…

Neway, I’s really upset yesterday afternoon… thanx for those who being so supportive n share so much with me… i m lucky to have friendz like u guyz… let go maybe is a good way to release… i feel mad no more… still a bit dissapointed.. after I figured out I haven’t do anything wrong… she still made up stories to hurt me… i think i will never talk to this gal in da rest of my life… yup I’ve already made up my mind!!!

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